Tell Secret: Anonymous Confessions & Revelations

It's a myth by gugu

I feel very alone. I wish I had more friends. I wish my parents financial problems would dissapear. I wish my step-dad wasn't an alcoholic. Everyday i contemplate about suicide but I don't have the balls to take the gun from under my parents bed and pull the trigger.  Some day's I feel positive about life and that maybe theirs a chance that all these things i want just might come true and set me free from this cage im trapped in.. but this is deffinantly not one of those moments. I hate being ugly.. having a big nose. I hate people making fun of it. I always try to imagine i'm someone else.  I try to make friends at school but no one seems to really want to talk to me, god i wish they would give me a chance. I hope when i wake up tommorrow i'll have a good day, i hope i'll make a new friend maybe, or the girl i like might actually glance at me and give me a cute smile. I wish I could be more than average.. below average. I am scum and everyone else is better than me. I'm fucking pathetic. I need to get a life but i can't.  I don't think i'll ever be the person i want to be. I even think of killing some of my fellow classmates sometimes. I just wish for happiness, someone who cares, a friend.

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